Adriene Crimson

A friend asked me today to tell him what this whole project was all about so I thought I’d do a little bit of explaining. On each element below, I’ve quoted the Project 40 outline. What I can tell you, on this 10th day, is that it feels like guided journaling with things to focus […]

In case you’re wondering what all this Project 40 talk is about, here’s my first post explaining what this is all about. “There they are, and there they’ll stay.” Confession: I have a lot of rules in my head and I get upset when they aren’t followed. Oracle: Read that there’s a great Mercury retrograde […]

I’m exhausted. Had a long day. Confession: When I give a deep tissue massage, I’m not as patient with tissue that won’t let go as I was taught to be and would like to be. Oracle: – Been finding coins on the street every day. – Breaking glass items (bowl, jar, poster frame glass) every […]

Luminosity exists at its height when aligned with its shadow. Confession: When I feel as bright and balanced as I do right now, there’s a nudge in the back of my mind (heart?) that is full of shadow. I’m okay with being unable to escape this shadow – but I do wish to understand it […]

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom. Anais Nin Confession: It’s very hard for me to trust men. Oracle: The Downton Abbey bug has bit me. I resisted for some time and finally succumbed and am watching Season 1 […]

Lilith, by Susan Seddon Boulet In accepting my darkness, I give my light room to shine. Confession: When I’m feeling dark, it’s close to impossible for me to recognize my light (see previous posts for evidence). When the light returns, I feel relief and frustration that I cannot work with the darkness more effectively. Oracle: […]

[Thank you http://sylphielmetallium.deviantart.com/ for this amazing image.] Being in the flow means being tossed around a bit. Confession: I often choose to ignore the good advice for which I hunt desperately. Oracle: AMMA “In true love, there is not duality. There is no fear. I see everyone as a part and parcel of myself. Suppose […]

We can be like trees and allow what happens to us to shape the way we continue grow, regardless. Confession: When I don’t feel the way I’d like to feel, I tend to blame things outside myself. Oracle: Nothing really came up for me today, so, I searched for “spiritual oracle” and clicked the third […]

Sometimes, what you’re looking for just isn’t available anymore. Confession: I don’t trust humans very easily. Oracle: In looking at my Project 40 element template, I gazed at Inspiration/Gods, wondering who was with me today. Ariadne’s name popped into my head so I looked her up. She is mistress of the labyrinth and, according to […]

For this first Project 40, I’m offering my anxiety to the Universe. It comes in many forms and I’m going to work with it everywhere I find it. Confession: Every time I get on the phone with a customer service agent, I try to remember that they are people too but it goes right out […]