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all i need is what i had

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it’s as if last november were still hereon the way to the cove of memoryto process a finished loveand feed the intertidal life air: merely coldlight: x-rays into my longingness then the tears came with no controlthe tears now are less tho sourced similarly then: survival modeinnards exposed without interpretation or understanding now:the girl with […]

adrenalized

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today is really busy – lots going on at work. big deposit to make and then enter into “the system” while also entering transactions (the bookkeeping hat is my least favorite here) and these are so time and focus consuming. i also have this design competiton to process and i’m hoping that my boss has […]

Blue Lock

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Blue Lock Originally uploaded by fakeamerica. this photo makes me feel nice.

(7X7)+20

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One.Seven things I plan to do before I die: 1. Travel the world.2. Design and build my own home.3. Immerse myself in all seven seas.4. Learn to love, accept and have compassion for my faults.5. Raise some/a children/child to see the world as it is and rise above the bullshit while appreciating the glory and […]

fasting

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I know why they call it a fast.When I dramatically change the way I eatfor just a few days at a timeeverythingmovessomuchfastermy mind, my feet, my mouth, my wit, my appetite i remember once being on a juice fast in fairfield.i bought freshly juiced beets and carrotsdrank one little bottle every 30 mini hadsomuchenergy an […]

Meeting across the membrane of vulnerability will redistribute pain, loosening its hold and making healing a basic part of all our relationships.

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Defending against the new is a fruitless battle that cannot be won, regardless of how much rage is poured into the fight. Take your seed and plant in new terrain where great care will be required to make it grow, but where the rewards can exceed your highest expectations. Our responsibility for the next two […]

Brilliance

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“A human being is part of a whole, called by us the “Universe,” a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separated from the rest–a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness… Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of […]

clawing her way out

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For a few weeks now, I’ve been ready to cry at the slightest bit of depth. Last week, I left a trail of tears in front of a sculpture installation at SFMoMa, as well as every bit of art leading up to it. I hear songs that move me and can’t listen with joy any […]

a timely, somewhat ironic, reminder

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June 17th, 4:00pm – chat

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hi babyi’ve been pleasantly lost in thoughts of you all dayi had pizza for lunch. office meetingjust walked around the city w/ dave a bit4:10 PMShalako has gone offline.4:45 PMShalako is now online.4:55 PMawwyou’re such a poetI ate a pot cookie about an hour and a half ago and made a deposit at the bankthen […]