Archive for October, 2005

halloween weekend photoshoot

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ciamac took photos of me this weekend – it was so much fun helping him learn how to use studio lights… here are some of my favorites from the raw collection – I can’t wait to see how he processes them:

recent events in haiku

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today:flipping thru a booktime to turn to the next page;i reach for my mouse two days ago:tried on boots todaytoo bad they were not perfect.i am very sad off and on but regularly (and cheesily expressed):wishing for a causebut only receive a pause;my shoulders drop down two weeks ago:fall in the city,like summer on the […]

orange blood..blood oranges

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orange blood ..being told that my blood is deficient and then feeling dizzy for minutes after a hot bath and dinner..my face felt like rubber as I splashed water on it and my hands feel too big..headaches..feeling ‘too old’ and ‘like a librarian’ at a club when all I want to do is dance..smog and […]

all i need is what i had

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it’s as if last november were still hereon the way to the cove of memoryto process a finished loveand feed the intertidal life air: merely coldlight: x-rays into my longingness then the tears came with no controlthe tears now are less tho sourced similarly then: survival modeinnards exposed without interpretation or understanding now:the girl with […]

adrenalized

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today is really busy – lots going on at work. big deposit to make and then enter into “the system” while also entering transactions (the bookkeeping hat is my least favorite here) and these are so time and focus consuming. i also have this design competiton to process and i’m hoping that my boss has […]

Blue Lock

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Blue Lock Originally uploaded by fakeamerica. this photo makes me feel nice.